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Friday, February 17, 2006

There’s been some talk in chapel and in vespers about revival on campus, and people saying that God’s moving on this campus, and forgive me if I’m making this out to be a bigger thing than it is- I’ve heard whispers of revival on campus, and there’s something deep inside me that really wants to see God do something tremendous here on campus, and I think that’s true of all of us weather we believe a revival will happen or not, we all want it.

 

Unfortunately I’m terribly sad to say that if we all gather together because we’ve heard rumors from a few about what’s been happening at Asbury seminary since two weeks ago, and that God is ready to move here on this campus, and we wait and expect God to show up and start a revival, we will all be very, very disappointed, because God’s not going to bring revival. God’s not deemed now any better than a week ago for revival. We could wait in silence and fast for days and days, and it won’t make a bit of difference.

 

I’ve thought a lot about revival, and I think that what most of us have is a mostly unbiblical concept of God’s relationship with the church. If we want to see revival come, we need where it comes from. I think that the core problem with our understanding of revival is that we make it something God does to us. That just plain doesn’t make sense. Why would God ever hold revival from us? Why would God wait until now? I would like to propose the radical thought that God is omnipresent and that anyone who honestly confesses Jesus Christ as Lord has the Holy Spirit.

 

So I want you to know how to discern what is truly from God: No one speaking by the Spirit of God can curse Jesus, and no one is able to say, "Jesus is Lord," except by the Holy Spirit.

            -1 Corinthians 12:3

 

Well, if God’s already here, and we already have the Holy Spirit among us, then where’s the revival? I get the feeling that sometimes we pray “God, we want revival” but we don’t realize that God’s going “Greenville, I want revival!” and that it’s not God showing up that will cause a revival, it’s when we start showing up.

 

I watched three guys get up and talk about revival in Greenville during vespers, totally unplanned by them, and I couldn’t help but wonder how much of it was the Holy Spirit, and how much of it was them and their feelings. I think I realize now that it was both, and it’s supposed to be both. The closer we are to God, the harder it is to tell the desires of the Spirit from our own, because our desires will come closer and closer to the Spirit’s desires. Revival is something we have to choose and engage if we really want it. Not just those three guys that got up in vespers, but everyone. God’s been waiting on us, and since we have the Holy Spirit, and we have the desire for revival, what’s holding us back? That’s right, nothing. We are sadly standing around, waiting for a revival to happen.

 

Let us change that.


But what will revival at Greenville look like? I agree very strongly with Dr. Hartley’s concept of a community relationship with God. We need to know that we have a shared relationship with God. What exactly that looks like, I have no clue because I’ve never seen it before, but I think a good place to start would be to go before God in prayer and listening as a community.

 

If you agree with me or think I'm totally off the wall, please let me know. My minds going a mile a minute and I question my ability to think straight.
That’s all for now, I’ve got to go to bed.

 

In Christ,

Patrick

 


Sunday, December 25, 2005

So far this break has been so emotionally confusing for me, but that's ok. This break my youngest sister Celeste was baptized, and today, or yesterday actually, my family went to my church's candle light christmas eve service, and I sat next to her as she took part in communion for her first time. She's only 7, and it was amazing to watch her first eat the bread, the flesh from a sacrifice, what was in old testament times the portion reserved for the priests in service to God, and then the to see her drink the grape juice, the blood of Christ, the taking in of His life into her's- all this made available to her. It's been the best part of beak so far.


Thursday, September 22, 2005

It is a frustrating realization that even if I were to become the perfect man, marry the perfect woman, have the perfect family, and have a life that is an adventure to live, I'll never fully be content. I'm restless for the kingdom of heaven- and so is everyone else. As long as we are here on earth there will be something missing from us, and many people go through life disappointed because they identify earthly things as what's missing. It's why rich people kill themselves: how miserable would it be to come into possession of everything you could desire, only to realize that the hole inside you has not been filled in the slightest. If I were a rich atheist, I would probably want to take my own life too once I come to that realization.
We have no true home in this world and no way to quench our thirst to be home in this life. But rather than give up and say that life is in vain and only disappoints, we must remember our purpose, and as an unrequited love, we must give our lives over completely for what we know we will never have in this life, but spend our lives fighting to proclaim the name that is written on the heart of every man and every woman in a way that they burn with longing to find that which they belong to, and belongs to them in return- who in their own power and wisdom can read the name of I AM from their own heart?
We are not meant to be content in this life, but discontent, so long as there is work for us to do.
I know God is not content with this world; why do we expect to be?


Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I love you all for the most part

or all of it


Friday, September 09, 2005

Vespers = 10 fingers worth of very good, and I'm pretty sure every woman out there want's Chris Smith because he is THE MAN.

There are moths in my room flying around being annoying.

I need to get started on diff. Equ. hw.




it is 7 minutes away from being friday.

Goodnight.



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